Your hands rolled over my body in an enticing forbidden dream,
You held my mind, heart and sanity in the palm of your hand,
And then with the winter wind the autumn leaves blew from the trees,
Taking with them the disguise from the gnarled bark beneath.
An ugly creature ruled by passion, not love, reared its head,
It possesed the gentle tree and twisted its billowing branches,
Into a desirous monster in the eyes of the dove once perched there.
Your hands stroked my skin and enticed my heart into your cage,
You held my mind, heart and sanity in the palm of your hand,
And as hard as the doves wings flapped, the roots were too tangled,
Too caught up in the momentary emotions,
Too caught up in my fleeting vexations,
Two seconds in took to be crushed by the obvious,
And yet i sit back oblivious,
Because i want, need and crave your touch,
Your attention, your love and devotion.
Too caught up in myself, i didn't see,
Too caught up i let you break into me,
Only moments passed and i got too attached,
And now i must detach,
To retain some dignity, heart and confidence,
That otherwise you stripped- muscle from bone.
Heart to stone.
It's called karma bitch.
What even is this?
A three week itch?
Was it really that shit?
Oh get over yourself!
Where is your stealth,
sitting high up on your shelf,
hiding behind your money and wealth.
So I say, fuck you all,
Fuck you cause you won't call,
Why dont you go run after your ball?
Oh wait its the dog your chasing,
Fuck you all
Fuck you cause you won't stand tall,
Fuck you since the fall,
What's wrong sweetie, can't take the heat?
Or maybe you don't like this beat.
You really should cause you think your all street.
Well newsflash, gangs aren't so neat!
Cause they fuck you over when you need them most,
Title: "I don't like it how you think your shit smells better than everyone elses"
I dont like it when you do that,
I dont like it when you call me fat,
I dont like it how you think your "all that,"
Well newsflash you big brat!
You can't treat me like that!
So now i leave you with jack...
His love has taken its tole on me,
We've said goodbye too many times before,
And my heart is breaking over him,
But i have no choice,
Cause i can't take goodbyes anymore...
--> Maroon 5: This Love
I'm still hung up on you,
And honestly I dont know what to do,
Cause you tore me to shreds,
But I still love you,
And I still always think of you,
And doing that just makes me blue,
At night you plague my every dream,
And I'm still stuck on you,
My mind replays memories of you,
And I remember days when you were true,
And eventually I break down and cry,
Cause for some reason I can't let go of you,
Even though I know we're through
"Can we still be friends?"
Well honey that depends,
There's no way you can make amends,
So maybe, it pends.
What does that mean anyway?
Does it mean you won't stay?
I wasn't good enough in that way?
What the hell are you trying to say?
What if friends is not enough?
Is this some sort of bluff?
What if I'm just not that tough?
What must you be so cold and buff?
James, I love you as more than a friend,
I need someone, on whom I can depend,
I need someone who's with me at every bend,
I honestly need a true friend.
But you can never be that guy,
"Just a friend," and you wonder why?
It's cause I love you like the sun does the sky
Are you ashamed of me?
Is there something i cannot see?
Are you ashamed of being with me?
Owning me for all to see?
Are you afraid of what people will say?
Are you afraid of the light of day?
Are you scared to hold me tight?
Are you scared of what might?
Are you afraid of what people think?
To what level would you sink?
--James
Mending The Heart I Broke by converse93, literature
Literature
Mending The Heart I Broke
if i die, before i wake,
forget my words, my mistake,
and if i die, a day too soon,
forget mean words i said to you,
for if i die, before tomorrow,
hurting you would be my sorrow,
and if i die, before i wake,
you can have this soul to take,
so if i die a day too soon,
send bad memories with me to doom,
for if i die before tomorrow,
it is your pain i will borrow,
so if i die before i wake,
ill mend the heart i caused to break...
Your hands rolled over my body in an enticing forbidden dream,
You held my mind, heart and sanity in the palm of your hand,
And then with the winter wind the autumn leaves blew from the trees,
Taking with them the disguise from the gnarled bark beneath.
An ugly creature ruled by passion, not love, reared its head,
It possesed the gentle tree and twisted its billowing branches,
Into a desirous monster in the eyes of the dove once perched there.
Your hands stroked my skin and enticed my heart into your cage,
You held my mind, heart and sanity in the palm of your hand,
And as hard as the doves wings flapped, the roots were too tangled,
Too caught up in the momentary emotions,
Too caught up in my fleeting vexations,
Two seconds in took to be crushed by the obvious,
And yet i sit back oblivious,
Because i want, need and crave your touch,
Your attention, your love and devotion.
Too caught up in myself, i didn't see,
Too caught up i let you break into me,
Only moments passed and i got too attached,
And now i must detach,
To retain some dignity, heart and confidence,
That otherwise you stripped- muscle from bone.
Heart to stone.
The way your lips captured mine,
And stole my breath away,
The way i craved your very presence,
Every single day,
The way your hand held mine,
And left my skin to tingle,
They way your fingers ran through my hair,
It all seamed so simple...
It's the pain that breaks it,
And rips it to shreds,
It's the memories that fill it,
And leave you for dead,
It's the eyes that saw you,
And showed you they cared,
It's the hands that felt you,
Even when they weren't there,
It's the words that were spoken,
That made you feel warm,
It's the hugs that held you,
And fill your dreams till dawn,
It's love that killed this broken heart of mine...
And now the only thing that will mend it, is time...
And even though you left me,
Lying here, a mess,
All i want is you here with me,
This to you, i confess
And even though you used me,
Standing here undressed,
I want your arms around me,
Cause that's when i felt best
And even though you broke me,
I don't regret a day,
And if i did it all again,
I'd do it the exact same way
Your breath on my neck,
Your fingers in my hair,
Your eyes burning though me,
You left me in despair,
The feel of your lips,
The smell of your skin,
The way your hands linger,
There's nothing a kin,
The way your words warm,
The way my head spins,
They way its never enough,
...I crave you, a perfect sin
Jaded,
Cool, calm and collected,
Jaded,
My emotions are protected,
Jaded,
So no-one really sees,
Jaded,
Whats going on with me,
Jaded,
Safe inside my shell,
Jaded,
Where nobody can tell,
Jaded,
Totally unaffected,
Jaded,
Unwanted feelings deflected,
Jaded,
Perfection is a stone,
Jaded,
Safe but all alone
Current Residence: melbourne australia Favourite style of art: photography, drawing, skecthing & anime/manga Operating System: toshiba MP3 player of choice: ipod Wallpaper of choice: fave photo of the week Personal Quote: dont cry because its over, smile because it happened
well my camera died... the batteries only take 3 photos. stupid thing.
im working on getting some new filters and im looking forward to this weekend that my friend and i are planning. we want to drive around and take a whole heap of photos around vic country side and we plan to have a trunk full of gear to get in the shots with :D should be fun
at a new school- so awesome to be out of boardingschool but miss the people there
yehhh things are great and i have written a few new songs recently altho i havent been writing mch recently- more photography with a lyric to go with it or focusing on an emotion :D
xx take care!!
well i havent had inspiration or time to write in a very long time...
and i think thats y i have been so pissed and tense lately cause my writing 4 me is a way to vent....
so im back hopefully....
i should b writing more
and hopefully i will find some more inspiration and time 4 it
well i havent had inspiration or time to write in a very long time...
and i think thats y i have been so pissed and tense lately cause my writing 4 me is a way to vent....
so im back hopefully....
i should b writing more
and hopefully i will find some more inspiration and time 4 it
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